I have a headache ! Can you believe it? I think its the tension of today... I go back to work tommorow for the first time in weeks. The christmas break is OVER!! yeahhh it's over alright. my son Jem is at his fathers, he's 11, turning 12 soon and has moved in with his dad, step Mom, and litta brother... This is the first time in my life I don't have any kiddies at home. the older two have grown up...
my teen daughter is at home but she is nearly 19.
So really, Im mostly NOT responsible for children after 20yrs of it.

this really is a wee bit monumental world.

Can you imagine, becoming a parent at 20 -ish.... (and face it 20yr old kids these days are usually still living at home being breast fed, well, just about! ).... and here's me, yes me, at that age a mother, married and my life was set to the RESPONSIBILTY setting on the dial of life at such a young, young age.

Now dear friend, fast forward the clock twenty years, three ceaserean sections later, and three million, dishes, meals, vaccums, school lunches, fight breaking ups, episodes of simpsons, nit combing, teenage tantrums, mothers tantrums > A 'Divorce'> seven years a single parent... and here I am
yes here I am.
No one to make lunches for. No heads to comb nits out of. No fights to break up. No readers to read or wet towels to whinge over.. no one yelling 'M U U U M !' several times a minute to me.

its all over red rover. And Im F R E E >>>
(except for every second weekend).. oh , and half school holidays.
when Jem comes.

And Im still young! no, seriously.. Im hardly OLD.
I look young anyway...
lucky me.

But I miss jem. already. thus the headache